The last few days have been an interesting mixture, but today has been difficult. I think it is the realisation that things are never going to be how they used to be, my world has changed in the last 10 months and its not going to be like it was again.
I have beenback home from Wales for over 3 weeks now and I have had no face to face dealings with any family memebers other than my Mum and Dad, I still feel like I don't want any dealings with other family members - I'm frightend that I may never want to, and one or two of them I'm afraid to see anyway. I'm grateful that today I spent some time doing what I realy love doing............making music with my keyboards, on my own. I feel really at peace doing that!!!
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