Not a brilliant day mood wise, and I thought I had been doing a bit better. The big question on my mind today is: Is it cruel, selfish and mean to not want to see a certain family member anymore? That's how I feel now, and however much that family member may love me my feelings have changed!!! I don't recognize myself anymore - this is how this situation has left me, that is how I feel at the moment.
I am off for my appointment with the doctor tomorrow, to see if he can refer me for some counselling and get me some help. I can't go on like this for much longer.
I am grateful today for the fact that i am managing to get on with my Reiki case studies, I managed to get another one out of the way. :-)
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